many times i've wanted to scream, yell, cry and just sleep...for a long time
and this is one of those moments.
i'm angry, upset, hurt, sad, and words cannot express the feelings i'm feelings
i'll just a vent a tad about why i feel this way, even tho i could go on for forever
i just got off the phone with my mom and she asked about my TEACH Grant i should have been getting
as we were talking, i read an email from the wonderful MSU Financial Aid
it stated that, as I've been waiting for months for this large sum of money
i won't be able to get it until i pull my GPA up .5 points
anger
failure
disappointment
hopeless
all filled my insides
i won't be able to do any the things i was hoping on doing this christmas season
like shopping with the girls of my family
or hanging out with friends
and all because of money
that's the worst part of it all
money is controlling my mood
and that's just a small percentage of what my semester has looked like
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